Solitary

Many will say “Did you stop believing in love?” To which I will reply "No, It’s just that I not find a complete person", obviously I have had one or other boyfriend but none of them filled my expectations, sometimes I don’t know if my expectations are very high or simply that the complete people do not exist.

What's all this about? I have realized that I’m a solitary by decision and not by fate. There is only a small group of people with whom I don’t care spend enough time and enjoying their company.

I like to be alone, to go out alone, you know, do everything on my own, but I also like to go out in company but always in a friendly way. I'm not the type of girl who goes by flirting with everything that moves and I'm not a hopeless romantic.

There are guys who sometimes call my attention, but not enough to get close to talking to them, and sometimes if I talk to them it's just takes a couple days to get bored and stop talking.

Some may think that there is some problem with me, but I think that the only thing that happens is that I no longer know how to be accompanied, as it happens with people who can’t be alone, but having or not having a partner is not something that takes my sleep away, but I’ve never felt alone because I sincerely enjoy my own company.

I do not look for a half orange, I looking for a complete one, that respect my space and know that I am reserved, and that has to wait until I let him in, and that I am a little bit old school which means I will not be chasing him. Understand that we are both free but at the same time we have a commitment, a promise not agreed with words that we have to respect each other and discover us with the time, ‘cause nothing comes easy.

Until I meet someone like that, I will continue my lonely road where I feel good, maybe a couple of love affairs without meaning or shooting people that will give me different points of view of life, but that's all.

I will be a solitary until that day and that person arrives, so for the moment I will only concentrate on conquer myself.

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